Princess Checklist
In this day and age, can a girl still dream? Here's why i want to be a princess:
1. So i get my own castle, with the super high tower overlooking the sights and i can hang my hair outta the window to dry after washing it. A giant four poster bed with gezillion layers of mattresses and i'll still complain its lumpy; yes cos there's a pea stuck in the middle somewhere.
2.I get my own horse, of cos in this age i'll perhaps be willing to trade it for a PORSCHE BOXSTER.
3. I can sit around all day and just look pretty. Who doesn't want to?? No such thing as bad hair day, horrigible complexion or run outta clothes to wear in princess world.
4. I finally get to have my own dog, probably can have a zoo in the backyard if i wanted to, just for kicks. (Hey, michael jackson had one and he ain't no princess lor..)
5. The princess package comes with a Prince Charming, freebies also include his white horse (Ferraris are interchangable and available while stocks last), his own BIGGER castle (I'll settle for a mansion in district 10) in his very own Kingdom (I'm not that greedy, will be willing to do away with this bit).
6. The gigantic magical wedding! Finally the outdoor garden fiasco comes to live at sun dusk with the sound of violins serenading Canon in D, white lilies,red carpet walkway, flower cathedral and fireworks. Obviously wearing Vera Wang and no less. Surely no need wet weather back up plans cos whatever princesses want, princesses get.
7. And last but not least, the happily ever after bit.
Happily ever after... who will make this princess's dreams come true!!!
Ahh.. My alter ego at work again.
Tonight i dream..
Its been a series of happenings and lots to do. Such that for the last 2 nights, i was really really so so tired. Physically and mentally.. Not complaining that much, cos 2 of my good friends (Leo and Yufeng congrats!) just got married, it was such a joy helping them in the whole event, and witnessing the union of their love. It reminds me of what is real, the wedding itself takes SUPER alot of planning. It doesn't help if u want a uber fantasy wedding and every single detail right down to the colour of flowers and theme has to go down meticulously as planned. But perhaps what is more real is the love that 2 people share, it has to sustain one another through so so much. I realize that if I didn't have the love of God in my life i would be incapable of loving another unconditionally. Now i can't say that I can completely, but I ask God for His grace to sustain and fill me whenever i lack. In whatever I cannot control, Father you are in control.
Have been having weird dreams 2 nights in a row (Getting caught in crazy love triangles and chased by a mad man with a rotting ear! i wake up having to do reality checks which is quite scary, pui...), daph says i'm too stressed and tired. That is true. I've been telling her to take time out for herself, make time for stillness. But i haven't been able to do so myself for the past couple of weeks. Every thing i can remember doing is for people and or the sake of getting things done. Tonight i have decided to do something for myself. I want to dream a dream for me. Here's how it'll go:
I'll be lying by the beach, the sand is soft and it doesn't stick in the middle of my toes cos I hate that. The sun's going down and there's a lovely glow in the sky. The waves are whispering gently and i hear Lobo's "I'd love you to want me" playing softly. i'm perfectly still and alone and i'll fall right back to sleep with a smile on my face. .
That'll be my dream for tonight and i'll wake up smelling like the beach. My grumpiness will disappear with the waves and i can look forward to the weekend ahead.
Sometimes i want a little bit more, i'd love you to want me...
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